Il pleut comme vache qui pisse (back to work)

Monday 5th June 2017

Seventy-two hours to forget all about it, pretend it never happened and carry on with my life.

My colleague greets me with a hug. I start crying, but I cannot and do not want to tell her why. Shame. Guilt.

Her hug is pure magic. Today she becomes the closest thing that links me to Bean: she is a mum of two.

Hormones, hey.